Last driver-to-be.

Different, now?

Jie passed her TP on friday and we went for a spin with her as the driver for the past two hours. Fun! Its fun to tease new drivers, like how I tease Mommy when she was so scared on her first drive. Still, I prefer to be driven around. Haha! But at times its great to just go and speeeeeed away when you’re low and gloomy. Half half. Will decide whether if i should learn after graduation. :)

Long day with the family today and I like it! :) though I walked for hours and hours with Mom before she finally decided to buy her phone at Vivo after searching in 4 different starhub shops. Grouchy grumpy, but happy in the end. (:

Sunday tomorrow!! :)
Have a good weekend all~

& thank God my cafeworld didnt expire even though it was 9 hours overdue. HEHE :D

I like days like these.

When…

1) My bus comes nicely on time in the morning, its really empty and there’s no jam on the roads.
2) I reach school with a happy mood and smile at everyone I see
3) I treat people patiently and they do that to me as well :)
4) I end school slightly earlier, boards a semi-empty bus with the perfect seat, read my book and play my favourite song on that 45 minute ride home.
5) Come home with a really relaxed mood
6) Have a good dinner waiting for me
7) And…. I have just the right mood to work hard on my assignments.

So awesome.  I really like days like these. So rare, but so peaceful. Yay! :)

¹⁵Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him
1 John 2:15

Thank You for loving me everyday, answering my prayers, calming my heart when I am so overwhelmed by the world. I find my rest in You. thank You God. :)

My faith is on Solid Rock.

Everything’s piling up already for I’ve been too stagnant.
I think the picture best describes my attitude towards the work I need to complete now. Its a lot of them, yet it is pieces of colorful-rainbow paper, waiting for me to unveil them one by one.  Its a joy to be knowing what and why I’m doing what I am doing. Even if people don’t agree, and they think otherwise, I’ve come to a consensus (with my mind :P) that its the reason behind all that that matters. Still, above all, I’m serving God. Not the world, not myself but just You and You alone. You know what? That first-love I have with Jesus is renewed to me everyday, and I’m crazily thankful for that. Sometimes I get so tired with the world that I just hope my one and only job is to sit in my own “Mount Sinai” and worship God alone. Haha. As in, realistically really doing that. So impossible, but I know that day will come. (:

Okay enough of me rumbling.. Its only monday!
Oh oh oh~ Mom gave sis and I a treat to NYNY just now, and I really had a good time talking to Jie jie. We had rootbeer float! and really cheesy rice for me and mac&cheese for her. We laughed, we talked about serious things.. And it also proved that I should stop being so angsty and negative easily. What shines in a dark gloomy sky is always the star. I should keep this star glowing. (:

Addicted to this song now!

I’m in a fight not physical
And I’m in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that’s beautiful
And I want more
I want all that’s Yours

Joy unspeakable that won’t go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
‘Cause my faith is on solid rock
I’m counting on God! :)

 

 

Hands tied.

It doesn’t mean because you are elder you can change your moods every second.

Everytime I feel so angsty, I feel so tied up as well. I know its wrong to lash out whats circulating in my mind (Probably INSERTED BY SATAN) but I really cannot stand such… treatment. Just like what P said, pray. Whenever I feel I am semi-controlled by the devil in my mind, pray. And the devil will lose his foothold in my life. VICTORY :)

Its been a crazy week, thank God for a peaceful Saturday.
(with crazy neighbors blasting Michael Jackson songs again…)

Venture into the dark.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you won’t step out of line

The darkness is no longer that fearful anymore. After today, every now and then I’d try walking around the house with my eyes closed. I guess I really understood what it meant to be visually-impaired. And in the dark, we actually had loads of adventures and fun :)

Tiring days await me. I dont know if its school tiring me out or I’m just being lazy. Half asleep throughout lecture today, ended up with my notebook being filled with weird scribbles. Tried studying for monday’s test and i’m barely halfway there. Need to remind myself this whole purpose on why I am studying so hard again.

Went to a pet shop at Holland V today! Smelly and I would love to have this dog appear at our doorsteps! One each for us please! I would like to have a bestfriend like this. :)

My shelter and comfort.

What a tiring first day of the week, but im glad it is over.

Aim for the week:
Save as much money as possible.
Focus on planning schedule, keeping everything in sequence.
Take care of mum! :)

Maybe I should add, “Get more sleep” into this list. But I figured, no. Haha. Such time can be spent elsewhere.

 

⁹But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9

I am of royal priesthood.

Have a good week & God bless! :)

Little laughters & Lovehates

The kids at DL really made my day today.
Though i was new to them.. many of them smiled at me and were very attentive during their service. I think DL is so exciting. The way simple bible messages are preached to them in interactive ways is super good. :) Hoping to stay on and serve all the way! So tired. Heavy downpour after church today made me stranded in church for a long time.. Thought about many many stuff, chewing on my SiewMai. Haha.

How to show care acts to a person, when she always makes you feel hateful towards her?!
AH. Ok. Love is patient, love is kind. Must remember this.

Must.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know, you know…

Imma Life Saver!

I never knew blood was that warm.
I never knew where the blood of blood donors would go after donation.
I never knew my finger would bruise so badly after a mini injection.
I never knew there ARE some guys who’re THIS scared of needles & blood.
I never knew what saving lives through a small act felt like.. until today.

I went for blood donation and now I’m officially a mini life-saver! :)

When I first made the decision to donate a bag of my own blood, all I had in mind was…
1. Nice bandage.
2. Fun Experience.

But after the whole thing ended, queuing for nearly 1 hour plus and going through a scary blood test, I began to think how such small packs of blood donated by everyone may just save a life in the future. We dont know when, we dont know where.. but we know we may be able to save someone’s life in the future just by this bit of blood. Amen! :)

Now my whole right arm is quite weak.
When I came home I asked Mum lots of questions.

Ma, my arm very weak leh, I dont think I have the energy to bathe and scrub my hair. How?
Ma, I want to cook soup and drink.
Ma, I’m kinda hungry.
Ma, doc say I must drink a lot of water during this time.

Haha. Mummy is the best at times like these, she’ll just answer those questions that she has the answers to, helps me with my requests and then the rest of the time just listen to me talk nonsense. Thank you God for such a wonderful family. :)

A glass half full.

My glass is half full, not half empty.
So don’t try to fill it up any further.

It is quite _____ when here you are telling me stuff you expect me to listen, but yet when I suggest some stuff, or say something in attempt to help you feel better, you ‘ignore’ it, thinking that it is not useful at all. So. Hard. To. Understand. God, please help.

So irritated by this sick feeling that I have now. Its horrible when I wake up in the morning, gets better in the afternoon, then goes back to the horrible state at night. I am drinking alot of water already!! If i’m supposed to fall sick why is it so draggy, cant i just fall sick NOWWW?